meditations ~

When I am alone
to myself i call
in quiet meditations-
recalling the lost memories
of years past,
time known only to myself.
i examine the inside of this battered,
weak, and trembling heart
trying to find some reason for this time-
this moment alone.
smiling, i breathe, relax
and enjoy time, eternity gone by
and remaining
thinking of how i was and will be-
today, tomorrow, forever
changing.
i don't want to forget-
i always want to hold to this time
that i capture only for myself
and memories.