sometimes

sometimes i feel like i've never had ONE original thought.
sometimes i want to be completely invisible, just disappear in a crowd.
sometimes i want to wrap myself in the darkness and be filled with light.
sometimes i just want to give up.
sometimes i want to start something good and never finish it.
sometimes i wish i were anything than what i am.
sometimes i make up excuses just to make myself feel better.
sometimes i talk and never really say anything.
sometimes i just want to be quiet forever.
sometimes i listen without really hearing.
sometimes i make a fool of myself.
sometimes i want to be misunderstood.
sometimes i cry.