Poetry Anyone?

Enjoy treading through the broken and insaneness of my heart!


Starting Over

i'm tried of the "i miss-es"
i want to stop the longing for yesterdays
because yesterday is OVER.
today is here, so LIVE IT NOW!
my mistake is misery-
my mistake is forgetting the heartache.

So- i'm stopping that stuff Now.
and Moving On.
Find it, that which i am searching for
the Bright future
the bigger picture
and forget that sometimes my life was easier
and sometimes less complicated.
Embrace the shitty days i've been having lately
and smile
because when i feel pain- i know i'm alive
and i know that pain is only one feeling
that just like happiness, will pass.


An Ending

i cannot endure you anymore.
i will not succumb to your pseudo-truth
even if i have felt some hope.
i am worth more
and the first choice became second choice.
i will never become second choice.
i need only remember the words
and the silence full of memories
to understand the depths i fell into
with you.
you sank me- but only because i allowed you
to steer me into the storm;
Foolishly.
i demand your retreat
i resent your attempts
to reinstate my affection,
i despise your care-free conversation
and pornographic implications to love.
you
disgust
me
with your disregard for sacredness.
i am ashamed that my heart
has responded with something resembling
expectation.