You're a Liar

it's this heart i don't trust-
beating erratically in my chest
tricking me into belief
and then proving false at each turn.

I despise you heart;
Your deceptive fluttering
sending poison through my veins
disguised as life, love-
i am sick with your heresy.
you torture me endlessly
with you warmth
with your instinctive hope in goodness
which turns to darkness
and hate,
instantly.
you betray me.

it's this heart i don't trust.
but if not you,
than who?