Monday, June 20, 2005

would it be alright if i didn't try

i have been so eager to not try, lately. i feel like such a slacker. I just feel a little disoriented and disorganized, my life seems to have become so hectic lately. I'm just not used to this! I keep thinking, "where did all my time go"? I remember when i used to have too much time and I would write letters and read books and keep up with my correspondence, but i haven't had much time for those things lately.

But, back to the not trying thing... so, yeah, i just don't feel like accomplishing much of anything, i'm just kind of gliding along without really having a clear direction. Very unwise, i know, but this is just how i am right now. So unmotivated and maybe a little depressed.. which is always the culprit behind my messy room and unkempt appearance. Everything is moving so quickly, and i just haven't had the time to catch-up.. i feel a little lost which makes me even less willing to try. I'm lazy. If i were an animal I would be a hibernating bear.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

"What a big baby, won't somebody save me Please?"

Just an update on my life for all two of my faithful readers (who basically already know any updates in my life anyway!)

1) On Monday i bought a new puppy! His name is Willow and he is the most adorable thing i've ever laid eyes on. He's a Yorkshire Terrier and so laid back and well-mannered i sometimes forget that he is there! Willow has managed to squeaze his way into the hearts of my family members as well as into the heart of Mike who has lovingly agreed to be partial caretaker when no one is avaliable to watch Willow!

2)I've been spending a lot of time with Mike lately, which i think might only be because he loves Willow so much, but regardless of the reasons, I've enjoyed every moment of it!

3) I started a new job in Peru, IN and I'm really enjoying it! It's really been challenging for me and I feel as though I'm in a place where i'm starting to accomplish something that might have some lasting affect. This is very exciting for me!!

4) I'm dying to move out of my house! Now that I have new puppy, I'm looking desperatly for a place of my own. I love my family, but i'm 24 now and need to be on my own again.

5) and Last but not least, It's finally summer and I just love it! Today I walked out into one of the first summer rains of the year and i just wanted to cry... summer makes me so happy!!


That's all for now, Folks..